Darkness and Faith.

Last darkness to exist, waves of sarrow and regret wash over me continually, never abating, merely getting stronger. I push, knowingly deeper into the abyss that has become my life. The darkness pulls, oh, it's strength is not to be underestimated. That is how it traps you, how it trapped me. It slowly engulfs your soul, so slowly, that up to the lasat moment one believes they can still simply step away. The Trap! It is not so. It has already laid claims to your soul, there is no turning back, no way out.

Lost in the darkness, not a fun place to be. There is no light to illuminate your path, all thereis for you to do is wander, aimlessly searching for our purpose that seems to elude us. Except blessed few. Only some seem to have their destiny revealed to them. I know it seems unfair. Why do some have a light and other are left to wander? THat question seems to plauge many. But is their a definite answer or is it as ambiguous as the path of our life in darkness. Ever notice how those who know their destiny act. They are focused and secure, nothing can shake them from thier course. They stay the course. They know theiry heart and their dream and absolutely nothing can stand in thiery way. All obstacles are viewed as growing experiences, thing that will be overcome. Contrast how, those without the light or knowledge of destiny.

They wander aimlessly, any obstacle will simplly stop them in their tracks, they have no drive or will to succed. They are content to quit, content to never try. Blaming it on their background on how they never had a choice. How thier life was preselected but then that implies a destiny, so how can that be? Why does it fold back on itself. They are truly lost, but not how they believe. It is their choice to be lost, then there is a light waiting to guide them, but only if they choose. They must reach outside themselves, they must reach for and want the light. It won't come to you if you do nothing unless you are one of the blessed. Providence is no awarded to the inactive. It takes action and faith. Yes, faith, let's make another step into the world of abstractness. What is faith, it can be defined as belief in things unseen, belief that....


and that is where i apparently ran out of room on my airline napkin.