Day 1
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
Insanity is truly insane. I did preform the fit-test without my brace... It wasn't too bad. But I'm going to be taking it slow, focusing on form not number.
My Numbers:
Switch Kicks-55
Power Jacks-33
Power Knees-68
Power Jumps-15
Globe Jumps-6
Push-up Jacks-18
Suicide Jumps-12
Low Plank Obliques-28
Shower Time! Then...bed time. I desperately need to get back into a regular schedule.
Monday, April 30, 2012
Today:
Cardio for 30mins., about two miles.
Food:Cheese and Tomato bagel w/cream cheese.
Rosemary and chicken sandwich
Dinnert...TBD.
Thai Coffee and water.
Motivation
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Motivation wherefore art thou...? Or something like that. Senior year has already been filled with several ups and downs and a lot more stress. It's ok though, it's all a learning experience. All i have to do is just keep swimming, swimming....etc. :)
I'm still trying to think of how to motivate myself right now...because even as i type, I'm experiencing demotivation. Because, let's face it, I'M WRITING THIS BLOG INSTEAD OF DOING HW. It's official, I'm a horrible student. -_- What have I come to!?!?
Ok, I'm going to do something productive. I'll send my professor my potential research topics.
I'm still trying to think of how to motivate myself right now...because even as i type, I'm experiencing demotivation. Because, let's face it, I'M WRITING THIS BLOG INSTEAD OF DOING HW. It's official, I'm a horrible student. -_- What have I come to!?!?
Ok, I'm going to do something productive. I'll send my professor my potential research topics.
Day 1
Monday, January 23, 2012
Breakfast....what breakfast? And believe you me, my stomach did not appreciate it.
Lunch-Sandwich, mayo, mustard, 4 pieces or "ham" (vegan), tomatos, mushrooms, and lettuce. Some carrots and a hot chocolate.
Snack-GOING to be an apple.
Dinner-TBD, but I'm thinking PAD THAI :)
Foodie...
Sunday, January 22, 2012
^^This is what I ate for dinner tonight.
Me trying to lose weight and documenting it -_-
Currently (probably around) 140lbs, 5"3'. Goal by the end of the semester: 120-ish(125) :)
Darkness and Faith.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Last darkness to exist, waves of sarrow and regret wash over me continually, never abating, merely getting stronger. I push, knowingly deeper into the abyss that has become my life. The darkness pulls, oh, it's strength is not to be underestimated. That is how it traps you, how it trapped me. It slowly engulfs your soul, so slowly, that up to the lasat moment one believes they can still simply step away. The Trap! It is not so. It has already laid claims to your soul, there is no turning back, no way out.
Lost in the darkness, not a fun place to be. There is no light to illuminate your path, all thereis for you to do is wander, aimlessly searching for our purpose that seems to elude us. Except blessed few. Only some seem to have their destiny revealed to them. I know it seems unfair. Why do some have a light and other are left to wander? THat question seems to plauge many. But is their a definite answer or is it as ambiguous as the path of our life in darkness. Ever notice how those who know their destiny act. They are focused and secure, nothing can shake them from thier course. They stay the course. They know theiry heart and their dream and absolutely nothing can stand in thiery way. All obstacles are viewed as growing experiences, thing that will be overcome. Contrast how, those without the light or knowledge of destiny.
They wander aimlessly, any obstacle will simplly stop them in their tracks, they have no drive or will to succed. They are content to quit, content to never try. Blaming it on their background on how they never had a choice. How thier life was preselected but then that implies a destiny, so how can that be? Why does it fold back on itself. They are truly lost, but not how they believe. It is their choice to be lost, then there is a light waiting to guide them, but only if they choose. They must reach outside themselves, they must reach for and want the light. It won't come to you if you do nothing unless you are one of the blessed. Providence is no awarded to the inactive. It takes action and faith. Yes, faith, let's make another step into the world of abstractness. What is faith, it can be defined as belief in things unseen, belief that....
and that is where i apparently ran out of room on my airline napkin.
Lost in the darkness, not a fun place to be. There is no light to illuminate your path, all thereis for you to do is wander, aimlessly searching for our purpose that seems to elude us. Except blessed few. Only some seem to have their destiny revealed to them. I know it seems unfair. Why do some have a light and other are left to wander? THat question seems to plauge many. But is their a definite answer or is it as ambiguous as the path of our life in darkness. Ever notice how those who know their destiny act. They are focused and secure, nothing can shake them from thier course. They stay the course. They know theiry heart and their dream and absolutely nothing can stand in thiery way. All obstacles are viewed as growing experiences, thing that will be overcome. Contrast how, those without the light or knowledge of destiny.
They wander aimlessly, any obstacle will simplly stop them in their tracks, they have no drive or will to succed. They are content to quit, content to never try. Blaming it on their background on how they never had a choice. How thier life was preselected but then that implies a destiny, so how can that be? Why does it fold back on itself. They are truly lost, but not how they believe. It is their choice to be lost, then there is a light waiting to guide them, but only if they choose. They must reach outside themselves, they must reach for and want the light. It won't come to you if you do nothing unless you are one of the blessed. Providence is no awarded to the inactive. It takes action and faith. Yes, faith, let's make another step into the world of abstractness. What is faith, it can be defined as belief in things unseen, belief that....
and that is where i apparently ran out of room on my airline napkin.
My Teenage Love Affair lol
you don't know how you make me feel. i think i'm over you, only just to find that i'm a little bit deeper, a little bit more in love with you.
every little action, every little move, it's just you. i love you.
there are no words, nothing that expresses how you make me feel. when i'm with you, all i want to do is laugh, when i'm with you, all i want to do is stay safe in you arms, when i'm with you all i want to do it love you.
i know no matter ewhat, when or where, i can talk to you. i love how you listen to me, even when it's all so stupid. you listen to my rants, and put up with my teasing. i love you. you're brave and safe and strong for me.
every little action, every little move, it's just you. i love you.
there are no words, nothing that expresses how you make me feel. when i'm with you, all i want to do is laugh, when i'm with you, all i want to do is stay safe in you arms, when i'm with you all i want to do it love you.
i know no matter ewhat, when or where, i can talk to you. i love how you listen to me, even when it's all so stupid. you listen to my rants, and put up with my teasing. i love you. you're brave and safe and strong for me.
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